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Maitreya Comes With the Spiritual Order of Portugal
by Maria Ferreira da Silva
in 07 Jun 2006
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“Heart”
Then Master Jesus showed me and made me feel in my heart, how He and the Christ had united until they had become One, saying that, from then on, He would work with me in preparation for union with Him in order to enable me to a further union with the Lord Maitreya. In that feeling of Divine Love I wept out of happiness for I understood how much the Master loved me.
In that state of Love I heard the Master calling me MARIA. At that moment my name pronounced by Jesus, was like an echo of a sublime song both heard and felt surrounded by a profusion of rays of the most shiny and radiant colours. The fiery whirl of Light and the splendour of His voice brought to my memory, for seconds, something familiar to me. The Master was making me recollect a past life, in which He in that tone of voice called me. It was then I understood why I am Maria.
From then on the Master started to intensify my centres or chakras (§) and deliberately, prepared me for the stirring of the kundalinī. On the first time that it happened, the burning fire of Divine Love was of such rapture in my body that I thought I could not bear such a strong light. The union to the Master left me in Supreme Bliss and, at the same time, I was frightened for I did not know what was happening; the experience was new and sexual energy was present.
The Master told me: “from now on you will never cease to search me.” And so it was, only the thought of being away from Him made me suffer.
During a month I had the gradual rouse of de kundalinī, with instructions from the Master as how to breathe, the attitude of the body, the use of the mind or imagination, and the purity I should keep in my daily life. The feeling of love was so intense and lasted for so long that I hardly needed to take food, only the minimum indispensable.
At first I doubted of my mental sanity, because what was happening was so surprising and uncommon that I thought of mentioning it to somebody, but simultaneously was so intimate that I understood it was an initiate’s secret.
The secret of the phallic symbol is one of the mysteries of the Cosmos; man can only understand it when he attains liberation for it is a secret and one should be prepared to be silent so that it will not be wasted.
The union with the Christ is achieved by all human and sexual potentialities sublimated and transcended... more I cannot say.
Human being have to realize purity. It is not the sexual energy that is impure, but the way it is used by man and the attitude towards it. It is not by chance that the chastity vow is the connection to the Master...
The true comprehension is that the energy should not be repressed, forgotten or turned into taboo, but rather used at a higher level. The more immaculate we are the more sublime states of love we live.
Some time ago I had read a book, by an Indian in which he mentions the awakening of kundalini. As he was not very well prepared, suffered a great deal, but his description of the energy acting in his body, was similar to mine. Although I felt a certain physical unbalance, it did not affect me psychically.
I was rendering this service consciously as a member of the Order of Mariz to Portugal. During that period Love was so enveloping that when I was walking on the streets, travelling by train or anywhere, love was overflowing towards all being and all things in which I could see God. Sometimes The Presence of the Master was so real that it made me laugh out of happiness and in those occasions I feared that people would look at me and find me crazy for laughing on my own. I tried to irradiate Divine Love everywhere to all. When I was walking I had the sensation that I was flying. Having this spiritual connection I never felt the need of an external life and seldom I would go out. Owing to the fusion with the Master, I acquired a new consciousness in which I skipped over some steps in my evolution as from them on I was always in the Heart and Consciousness of the Christ.
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